birthday girl

Only a short year ago I celebrated my birthday by sharing some of the lessons I’d learned in my fifty-five years of living. Some were light-hearted, others profound, still others were things that my experiences caused me to only begin to understand, to hope to believe, or just want to know. Maybe pondering those life lessons was the planting of the seed, for it began for me a most eventful year, perhaps the most eventful of my life in actual events as well as in terms of self-awareness, emotional health, and progress. It almost seems that all of my previous life lessons have paled in comparison to the things I have learned in this, my fifty-sixth year.

Things I thought I knew a year ago I have come to understand on a much deeper level; hopes and dreams are becoming realities and beliefs have been elevated to sure knowledge status. I now know the value of true friendship, because I have needed it. I now know that God hears my pleadings, for I feel His influence almost constantly. I now know the power of unconditional love, the sweetest gift two human beings can share. I know that I am the master of myself and have the power within me to become everything I desire. It used to be that I only wanted to believe these things, but my experiences this year have given me to know them, deep in my heart and soul.

I am discovering who I am and finding that I really like myself. My perspective has broadened, my vision sharpened, and my character refined. I am much more understanding and compassionate. I am more happy and relaxed, more patient and hopeful. I am enjoying my children and grandchildren with a new savoring of every moment together. I am using my unique talents with greater appreciation and joy. Sleep is more refreshing and waking is a welcome pleasure. I smile more often than not and feel more peace, joy and satisfaction. I love being alive.

The year went by very fast, and what a year it was, but it has been a wonderful beginning to the rest of my life!